-_-

Wheee!!! Had my best friend sleep over last night - we got sleep at a decent time (1:00 am) but still slept in 'til 11:30... *blink* I don't know why I'm tired. Maybe (most proably!) it's the thought of Uni tomorrow. Yuck... Owell.

Haven't gotten very far with ah - I forgot the name... I think I also lost the notebook where I put the idea down in as well. Rats. I really am gonna have to find it, or I won't get my graphic novel done at all.

*zzz* Gotta go now,

T.

Oekaki sweet-i_ness!!! ^^

WoooT!!! I founded the bestest thing eva!!! It's called an Oekaki Board, and basicly it's a place on the 'Net where you can go and draw really prettttyyyy (uwahhh! >.<) pictures. It's got the same sort of set up as a basic photoshop shop deal - so it's realllyyyy uber-ly awesome. The one I draw on ('coz there's heaps you can choose from) is Oekaki Central - here's the link.

http://www.oekakicentral.com


Hope any other loving to draw peoples enjoy this cool way to improve and show off your art as much as mesa. 'Neways, gotta go an' draw a pretty piccy - Byee!!! T.

I'd do anything!!!

"I close my eyes..... I try to sleep, I can't forget you..... I'd do anything for you!" Go Simple Plan!!!!!! Whoooooo! They rocK!!!

I love their music, but even more I like making my own music. In case you can't guess where this is going, I'll tell you. At the end of the semester I am going to start up my own band - Shades of Light, or S.O.L. for short. (Pronounced soul.) And it's gonna rock! As soon as I can find more members besides me, I'll be able to start it up. I'm looking for dedicated Christians who want to spread God's Word and have a some fun too! ^-^ After I've found them I guess I'll see where it goes.


But that's not all that's happening. My bestest bud came up for the weekend, and we had a great time!!! I can't wait - coz in a month or so her 18th B'day is coming up, and she's throwing a weekend long pAr_tA!!!!!! It's gonna be sooooo SWEeeT. In the mean time, I gotta get on with my work.


Signing out,


T.


P.S. Check out this kwel quote from a friend of mine - "So I've taken 1 step forward, walked around till my head spun, then realised I'd fallen over. Upon picking myself up, I also realised that I'd only hurt my head, and moved back a spot."

*sniff*

Blerrgh... I'm sick with a nasty 'flue virus. I'm going to bed now. Meh, don't ask why I even bothered to do this - my head is spinning around... Owell, that's craziness for you. *Sneezes* Ick. I hate being sick....

T *sniff* out.

Empty

Got my essay done.

That's it from me today.

I'm off to watch Freaky Friday.

Bye.

Eyeeeed.

So tired. I still haven't finished that darn essay. I was supposed to do it today, but I went iceskating last night, and didn't get enough sleep. Now I can't think straight. It's almost like my mind is still stuck half-way in dreamland. It hasn't made the transition into the real world, it didn't get enough time to run through sleep-circle last night. Gah.

'Nighty-nite, T.

Conversation

Aw rats.... Can't find enough of the conversation to make sense 'coz even though I saved all the letters I got, I didn't save my replies....

Owell. The basic gist of it was that guys can be an absolute pain when letting a girl (who maybe screaming in her head for the guy to do something!) know how he feels. Of course, to be fair it is really hard to open yourelf up for rejection.

My feeling was that if a guy really likes a girl, he will tell her because that feeling will overcome his fears. On the other hand, as my friend pointed out, if a guy really likes a girl, it could also make things worse, because the fear of rejection from someone who means so much to you can be very real and very hard to overcome.

I think that was about it actually.

Bye again, T.

"Go-ing under_"

Got a huge essay due on Monday - it's worth 30%... Yuck.

But on the plus side, I'm going iceskating tomorrow night with my Focus friends so that should be really awesome. It's kind of weird, the way things are going right now. I want things to be different and exciting, but at the same time I wish everything would settle down.

We had our group presntation due today, and we aced that - which is cool. But why does everything feel so topsy-turvey? Like my life isn't the right side up or something? I'm feeling strange, like I've suddenly gone all smooth - changed into a ball and slipped out of my triangluar hole in life. I don't know. My work is going reasonably well, I'm hoping I'll get a H.D. in both my classes. I need to prove some stuff to some people. I love all this new stuff I'm learning - bah. I just don't know what the flip is going on around me. I'm standing still, at the center point of today, while yesterday and tomorrow are blurring as they circle me.

Pfffft.... * * *

I'm over it.

* * *

I'm still searching for a job, I hope something comes along soon.


I was having an interesting conversation with my friend via e-mail the other day, unfortunately I may not have it all as I didn't save my letters. However, I put as much as I can up on the next post. It might be helpful for those with issues with the opposite sex. (Yeah, my friend's a guy, so we have both points of veiw.)


Thought of the Day: What's your eternal life expectancy?

Ciao,

Tink.

Woot -

I've got a job interveiw this evening - I hope I get called back! It's a group interveiw for a cinema, but I'm not sure how many people are going to be in this group. Apparently, I'll go in and if they like me, they'll call me back again, for a single interveiw. Oh, pllllleeeeaaaaasssssssssseeeeee let me get this job!
Night work will mean extra rates or whatever, maybe a higher flat rate, but I bet you anything it'll be way better than $10.00 an hour which is all you get for waitressing! Plus, it'd fit in so neatly with my Uni schedule it's not funny. So the long and the short of it is that I really want this job.
And I really want to be not broke anymore! New clothes are a must, and I might be getting a car soon! Which'll be really awesome!
I want an old-school VW Beetle, but I'm not sure. I might end up with something else. The biggest requirement for me is that it is fuel-effeciant. Poor, broke, proverty-stricken Uni student that I am, I don't really care if it doesn't go that fast *gasp-shock-horror* or whatever. I just need to save every penny where-ever I can. Heheh, maybe I can find some helpful (Gah - what am I saying?) boy to do a bit of tuning up for me.
I know Beetles can be modified a bit, and I think that'd suit me nicely. I really wish I could get a NICEEEE car - but meh, owell, maybe later, when I've made my fortune as a novelist/journalist! (I wish!)

I've gotta bounce - I'll see ya'll later,

Tinka.

Dam Boys!!!!!!!!!!!!

Black and blue, black and blue. That's the color I would like to see all boys.... They are sooo frustrating. I never know where I stand with any of them! *sigh* My crush is being an absolute pain - nice and friendly one moment and blowing me off the next... What does it mean when a guy is happy to talk to you, but doesn't want to see you at all???

I guess I'll never know.

Grey today, T.

Stuff

I've decided to put up another site of interest - or maybe it's not. Meh. I dunno! Anyways it's - http://www.photobucket.com/


I think that if you go there and do a search, you'd probably find heaps of interesting stuff. You could look up my album, Etches, as well! >.> Not that I have much stuff in it yet anyways. But I am gonna keep updating it. It'd probably get more stuff in it if I had the proper programing to ink and color my artwork. I could do it by hand, but either way I don't have enough dough to buy the gear I need. To do it on the computer or by hand... #_+ |!f3 $uX$ - $0 Ph34r Me!! Heh. Eyah, I know that's a direct MegaTokyo quote, or at least the last part is. The "|!f3 $uX$" is alll mine.

Meh. I'm bored, in case you couldn't tell. XP. Stupid nothings to do on Friday nights. Geez - you'd think there's something I could do, or somewhere I could go!!!

Right that does it - I'm off to round up some friends and go out.

Signing out, |-_!_|\|_|<_4...>

New times are a coming...

No - it's not some cry for the world - that it's all "Coming to an end", it's just my way of welcoming in the new month. Everyone, say Hola to April. *crowd roars* Hola!!!!

New month already. Gee, I can't believe I've been at Uni for 6 weeks already. It's kind of scary how fast stuff goes.

Oh yeah, I've been accused of whinging about guys on this site, but I just wanna say that's not quite correct. I am not whinging - I am merely verifying my feelings of frustration through verbal or rather, in this case, written, expression. But hey, at least it's better than punching out some poor (or not so poor) guy!!

Anyway, I've got to go write my essay and design a guitar for a friend,

Adeu, T.

Lists.

Have you ever heard the wolf cry -
to the blue corn moon?

Don't ask me why I've got that song in my head, 'coz I don't know...
Anyways, things are going okay for me. Had to get up at 6:30am again today - X P - but I'll survive. I think. Uni work is all on track, except for my Group Presentation for IMEC - we really gotta get cracking on that!

Of course, besides that, boys are being pains still, but hey, what else is new???
I really am thinking, however, that my main problem right now is that I'm broke. Dead, flat, not-a-single-cent, empty as a rag picker's pocket, broke. I have to find a new job and soon! I have so much stuff I need to buy.

1. New clothes - i.e., two jumpers, eight winter shirts, one pair of jeans(?), and a pair of sneakers.
2. A notebook, and a memory stick. (I just can't carry around a laptop - too big.)
3. An MP3 player - no, I can not be bothered getting an IPod. For me, if it does the basic job, than it's good enough.
4. A CD burner
5. I could probably go on, but meh. I'm gonna have to focus on just a few things at first I think.


So much for trying to be happily single - oooh! Who's that hottie? >.> Eyah. I know, I know, but I just can't help myself....

TTFN, gotta a class starting,

Tinka. ^-^