Obsession

It's not healthy. I know it's not, but I just can't help it!!

Like all arty-types (I'm sure I'm not alone in this) when I find something that particularly appeals to my imagination, I end up immersing myself in it to the point of obsession. As in I spend hours looking at it, reading it - googling it to find more... But this time - this one's going to be a lingering. I can just tell.

Ever had a moment when you've looked at something and realised that you like it so much that it is now going to be incorporated into your life? And even more, because of that something you are actually witnessing a life-style change?

Most of the time I think we don't really notice the changes in our life, our attitudes or mindset. Most of the time it's so subtle and I suppose that's why we look back on our lives and go "Gee, since when did I grow up?"

I find it interesting how we notice life moving on all around us, but seem to be completely oblivious to how much we are moving on too, even though we are always commenting on how time flies!

It's almost like everything in our world is constantly changing, yet we feel that we remain the constant. That is, until the moment when you wake up and wonder how it is you made it to the place you are at.

Monumental moments are the ones that you witness, but more than that, are aware of the changes those moments are instigating.

It is weird when they occur, but I'm sure I'm not the only one to experience such times. I guess it's all part of the catalyst of change.


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