Life sucks. I just wanna go back to my nice little Teen Ranch Bubble. Sure, things weren't always the greatest over there - I had my share of stresses over friends and suckiness, but I don't remember it being this hard to get up in the mornings...
"I'm a nightmare/
A disaster/
That's what they always said/
I'm a lost cause/
Not a hero....."
Everything is just wack at the moment. My Dad's in hospital with a crushed foot and the only offer of help I get comes from an online chat with someone who is very sweet, but I scarcely know them.
My sister has a random aches and pains - the doctors don't know what's wrong. She's had tests - but no results....
My friends are giving me major headaches. I'm walking on eggshells - and basically I'm dammed if I do, and absolutely dammed if I don't... *cries*
I don't know what to do!!! I don't know who to turn to, I don't know why things got this bad.
"I cry out with no reply/
And I can feel you by my side....
And though you're invisible/
I trust in you."
But enough of the emo-muffin-ness. You don't want to read about my black and blue emotions - they'll just turn you emo too!
Bruised but hanging in there,
b.
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b.